I"m so young. There"s so much beauty I have yet to experience... I"ve seen the ugliest the world has to offer, but I want to see something wonderful...
The sunrise over the mountains. The tender sighs of my lover as I kiss his neck. The mewls of a newborn baby, the bottoms of the oceans of this earth, the plains and the forests, the mountains and the cliff-sides.
I want to feel the love of my friends, family, and partner(s). I want to feel pain. I want to feel recovery, I want to experience near death and just before life. I want to breathe the airs of polluted wastelands and islands undiscovered, the coldness of caves and the heat of the core.
I want to glide through the clouds, through deadly storms and clear skies; witness dusk and dawn from the eyes of the worlds people, feel the happy thoughts and the sad, the angry and calm, the depressed and the elated.
I want to know gain with the consequence(s) of loss because of it. I want to know what the smartest people think; how they gained what they knew/know and teach the next generation. I want to learn how everything works.
I have existed, but I have yet to live. It"s such an ugly world we live in... we must find our brushes and paint our own visions of beauty upon this tattered canvas.
When I face death, I will want until I feel content with my existence. I will want even if it’s time to go.
I"m so young. There"s so much beauty I have yet to experience... I"ve seen the ugliest the world has to offer, but I want to see something wonderful...
The sunrise over the mountains. The tender sighs of my lover as I kiss his neck. The mewls of a newborn baby, the bottoms of the oceans of this earth, the plains and the forests, the mountains and the cliff-sides.
I want to feel the love of my friends, family, and partner(s). I want to feel pain. I want to feel recovery, I want to experience near death and just before life. I want to breathe the airs of polluted wastelands and islands undiscovered, the coldness of caves and the heat of the core.
I want to glide through the clouds, through deadly storms and clear skies; witness dusk and dawn from the eyes of the worlds people, feel the happy thoughts and the sad, the angry and calm, the depressed and the elated.
I want to know gain with the consequence(s) of loss because of it. I want to know what the smartest people think; how they gained what they knew/know and teach the next generation. I want to learn how everything works.
I have existed, but I have yet to live. It"s such an ugly world we live in... we must find our brushes and paint our own visions of beauty upon this tattered canvas.
When I face death, I will want until I feel content with my existence. I will want even if it’s time to go.
我還太年輕,世間那麼多美妙等待我去經歷。我見過世界呈現出來的最醜陋的一面,然而我也想看看美麗的一面...
山脈上落日的餘暉,親吻愛人的頸脖時他那溫柔的嘆息,嬰兒呱呱墜地時的哭啼,深不可測的海底,一望無際的草原和森林,還有山川和懸崖。
我想感受朋友、家人、發小的愛。我想體驗痛苦,我想經歷康復。我想經歷死和生之間的臨界。我想去汙染的荒原和未知的島嶼,去呼吸那裡的空氣,感受洞穴的冰冷和地核的熾熱。
我想在雲朵間穿越,我想在致命的風暴和清澈的藍天中翱翔,去見證世人眼中的黎明和黃昏,感受快樂和悲傷、憤怒和平靜、壓抑和歡欣。
我想看透世間的得失,我想讀懂智者的思想,看他們是如何獲得智慧並教授於人。我想洞悉世間一切的道法。
我存在過,我卻還沒有活過。我們生活的世界如此醜陋...我們必須找到自己的畫筆,在這塊破碎不堪的畫布上為自己的生活塗上色彩。
當我面對死亡,除非我死而無憾,否則我還想活著,即使我的限期已到。